bad week

*sighs* i hate this week! wondering why?

1. school starts again. HELL yeahs
2. one of my classmates, Eggiansyah El Islami, dropped out from 47, so he had to move to a school near his house :'( and then he's gonna move to Cirebon on July :'(
3. last but not least, the thing that i hate the MOST---> there's a strange ppl texted Ina, told her that he/she needed to fill his/her cellphone's account until IDR 450.000, and ACTED LIKE IT WAS ME! dammit. then Ina's sister texted him/her and you know what? he/she told her that I ASKED HIM/HER TO DO THAT. gosh what the hell is goin' on earth now?

lovey 11 IA 4 :D

last Monday was a great day, cause finally i went out together again with my IA 4 :)

we gathered at Ikhsan's at about 9-ish am. there were me, Kevin, Bayu, Tika, Mirza, Jae, Adit, Faisal, Agus, Affa, Ihsan, Mumun, Uci, and Ikhsan for sure. Dhira and Marsha planned to go MTA together, not with us. so we were just waiting for Enggar and Viky. as they were really really lame, we decided to go without them

(to short the story) we arrived and then we went to the 3rd floor to buy the ice skating tickets. as i way too lazy to join them play ice skating, i decided to accompany Mirza who didnt play because his thigh was being sick. we went to the 4th floor to see them more clearly. no longer after that, Marsha and Dhira arrived. i thought they've already come before us.

i was hungry, so did he. so we went to Popeyes to have lunch. after that, we walked around to search where the hell is the Gramedia. and 'Thanks' God its in lowest floor -,,- i bought "Skenario Dunia Hijau" by Sitta Karina and Alice Academy Volume 10. i owed Mirza bout IDR 50.000 because of his 'foxiness' lmao so he has much invention on me. great kid -.-

finally they finished the ice skating and went to have a lunch at Texas. because Ihsan, Bimo, Jae and Kevin wanted to go lunch at Hoka-Hoka Bento, i decided to join them. i just bought pudding there as i've already eaten.

as soon as we finished our lunch, we headed to Bellezza to have karaoke at Nav <3 here's some photos of yesterday (yeah i know there's no me here)

HOLY-day i'm coming!

i always like friday! why? because it means that weekend is coming! yayyy :D

today was friday, and you know what? im gonna have A WEEK holiday! perfect :)) my activities at school weren't so important today. just watched some timun mas' movies at english time, saw some of my fellas played volley (hell yeah why dont y'all play basketball or sth?) and studied biology at library when the others were watching dvd in the class ;p perhaps all of you think that i'm way diligent or what, but the truth is....... there's another reason beside it lmao

bio exam was sucks as usual, and there were 3 type of the questions. wtf.

okay, forget bout the bio. then i went to the balls to watch the football match between my class and 11 social 1. it was damn exciting and my class won :) BUT, my best keeper hurt because of the sliding tackle or whatsoever in the game ;( although he got hurt, he still made some jokes and laugh and even screamed like usual -____- dasar bocah hihi

just wanna say, get well soon tacil :D

Amigos x Siempre

yeah, this is the stuff that always clouding up my mind nowadays (okay, after him) im kinda stress because of it. why? cause i've been spending all of my online time for searching about how i can get this vcd or dvds, or at least all of the 115 episodes videos. i found it on youtube BUT without english or indonesian subtitle. great.

amigos makes me miss my childhood moreeeeeee.. remember bout my freaky times while i was in elementary school.. the one who always like "heeey drive me home first please, i wanna watch amigos!!" lmao sorry driver :P

all i can do is just download amigos' videos in youtube which in SPANISH language and download the soundtrack too..

here check some of Amigos x Siempre's photos : )

the old Martin Ricca

the new Martin Ricca



the old Christopher Uckermann and Belinda Schull

the new Belinda Schull and Christopher Uckermann

enough for today, im gonna blogging again tomorrow (perhaps) :p ciao!

last day of holiday

1. i spent my 3 last days of holiday in Bekasi, so today means "Welcome Back to Hell"
(for everyone who close to me, you must know whats that mean :P)

2. you know what? i havent done ALL of my homeworks like maths, bio, indo, sport, and etc. how can i do that as all of my books are in the class' cupboard? awesome rite? :)

3. got shocked again because of him and her. thanks for made my day worse jerk :)) anyway he said,"wan, there's somebody who got angry haha i'll tell you tomorrow at school" zzzz whatsoever lah

4. arghhhhh i got bad flu! damn.. i have to bring much tissues for tomorrow ~.~

5. ready to hear all of my uncle and aunt;s bullshit again lmao

gotta go now. he starts bullshittin' again rawrrrrr adios! :3

dragon ball evolution

yay finally i watched it! :) because my uncle and aunty didnt allow me to go jogging, i decided to go to Binplaz alone just to watch it.. hmmm it was cool. REALLY cool. i think people said it was bad cause its kinda short.. only bout 75 minutes :( but whatsoever, i love it <3

fuck!

oh my gosh... what happened in this whole week? two thumbs up for him who could make my mood really upside down :$ i've tried REALLY hard not to care 'bout him.. but i can't.. i've tried to angry with him when he made me down, but only with a lil smile from him, it can make me *melting*.. just like Rihanna and Ne-Yo sing about............

That's how much I love you 
That's how much I need you

And I can’t stand you
Must everything you do 
Make me wanna smile? 
Can I not like it for awhile? 
 
but you won’t let me 
You upset me girl 
then you kiss my lips 
All of a sudden I forget 
that I was upset 
Can’t remember what you did 

But I hate it 

You know exactly what to do 
So that I can’t stay mad at you 
For too long, that’s wrong 

But I hate it 

You know exactly how to touch 
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more 
So I despise that I adore you 

And I hate how much I love you boy 
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go 
And I hate that I love you so.. 

And you completely know the power that you have 
The only one that makes me laugh 

Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I 
Love you beyond the reason why 
And it just ain’t right 

And I hate how much I love you girl 
I can’t stand how much I need you 
And I hate how much I love you girl 
But I just can’t let you go 
But I hate that I love you so 

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me 
And your kiss won’t make me weak 
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me 
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me.. 

That’s how much I love you 
How much I need you 
That’s how much I need you 
That’s how much I love you 
That’s how much I need you 

And I hate that I love you sooo... 
And I hate how much I love you boy 
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy 
But I just can’t let you go 
And I hate that I love you so 

yeah i know how mellow i look alike rite now.. but its fuckin' rite ;(


this evening i had a lunch (or whatsoever it names) with 4 of my fellas.. actually only 3 of them who firstly knew that i like him.. cause i thought that it wasnt fair to share bout him with only 3 of them, so i decided to tell the other one.. and guess what? she told me A LOT of stories bout him that made me "OMG.. what i've been thinking are maybe true.."

they suggested me to forget him slowly.. hell yeah im wanting it too, but it doesnt as easy as the way you say it -_- it need process and time.. MUCH process and time..

(hey boy i know you wont read it.. i just want you to know that i HATE the way you do everything that can make me smile easily.....)