stressed out

long time no post yaaaaa ternyata.. actually lupa password sih sebenernya haha untuk kesekian kali -_-

since last week, it has been a hard day everyday.. im not going to share about it here, even yeah its a blog. cause im just afraid that 'someone' will read it lmao

im being in love with a song nowadays. Addicted by Simple Plan. why? just check this lyrics out..

I heard you're doing ok
But I want you to know
I'm addict-
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that 
I'm addicted to you 
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting 
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

7 secrets of the New Moon

1. No Narnia in New Moon
Despite speculation that British actor Ben Barnes, last seen as Prince Caspian in the Narnia movies, would play Aro, the sinister leader of the vampire world, his L.A.-based agent, Nick Reed, sets the record straight: "Although Ben has enjoyed much of the speculation, we haven't had any calls. There's no truth to it.

2. Bella's Boy On Set
Kristen Stewart will crush the rumors of romance with Robert Pattinson by keeping four-year-love Michael Angarano close. He will come to visit her on set. Twilight fans are going to be gutted that Robert Pattinson won't be getting together with Kristen Stewart on the set of New Moon. Fans had hoped that their on screen attraction would lead to something more. At least this means that Rob might decide to date a normal girl :)

3. The Best is Still Unwritten
With filming just weeks away, the cast (with many roles still undecided) haven't seen their lines! "I am waiting to get my hands on the script. I am looking forward to getting to work!" said Justin Chon, who played Eric Yorkie

4. 90210 Stars Sign Up
AnnaLynne McCord will sink her teeth into the role of Heidi. Gal pal to Emmett Cullen, aka Kellan Lutz, she says, "I'm so obsessed with vampires!" 90210 actor Brandon Michael Vayda will play Jared the werewolf.

5. Paramore is Back on Track
Paramore helped launch the Twilight soundtrack to No. 1 with their single "Decode." Now, the group is penning New Moon's title track. Meanwhile, Rob Pattinson, who contributed two songs to the first soundtrack, may sit this one out. "I really didn't want it to look like I was trying to cash in," says the modest immortal

6. Taylor: From Wuss to Wolf
How did Taylor Lautner pack on 25 pounds of muscle to play Quileute tribe member and werewolf Jacob Black? "A diet high in carbs and protein," said Mark Beier, personal training manager for Crunch in Chicago

7. Dakota Goes Gothic
The author describes the evil vampire Jane – who inflicts pain on blood-suckers by thought alone – as having a face that would make a Botticelli angel look like a gargoyle. "I think it would be really cool to do something different than I've ever done before. I mean, a vampire – it's really neat. She's kind of evil and mean, the character that I would be playing. So it would be a fun opportunity" said Dakota

the New Moon logo

i just cant wait :(

random activities

lalala long time no post ya lol just been busy for a whole week haha liar liar :p hufff mau ikut nge-goes sama anak 47 deh besokkkkkkk tapi ada NF hukhuk bete -_- kaya kuat aja ya gue sepedaan dari rumah-47-HI-47-rumah lagi wakakak actually i wanna join my fellas to the Planet Remaja's studio. but im too much lazy. idk. perhaps because of the dresscode. p-a-r-t-y. hello how could i dress up that way, in fact that i have to go to course first before that?

what a random activities today. wake up. take a bath. breakfast. no no maybe i should call it lunch cause i took it at 2 pm -.- and then been on the computer 'til now. facebook and seeing my fave models and actress: Agyness Deyn, Alexa Chung, Daisy Lowe, Emma Watson, Gemma Ward, Irina Lazareanu, and so on............ they're are friggin' awesome ckck

tomorrow is sunday. and the next day is monday. hell yeah. i hate monday

homework from tada

The Rules:The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the quetions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

1. My Next Birthday












nyeh kelebihan setaun ckck

2. The Place I'd Like to Travel













LAS VEGAAAAAAAAAS

3. Favourite place














Western River Cove --- snorkelling and diving!

4. Favourite food















spaghetti hmmmmm fyi, i'm really hungry now ~.~

5. Favourite Thing













ayayay google is very damn rite lolzzz

6. Favourite colour













don't get the mean? its yellow dude :3

7. City I was born












aku cinta j-a-k-a-r-t-a

8. City i've lived













visit jakarta 2009

9. saya dipanggil


















maybe this means "if you call me, i'll get angry" -_____-

10. name of my love










hihihi awesome, although i'm not a groupie of them ;p

11. bad habit


















yea same picture like tada's but its my bad habit too since i was in kindergarten hmmm

12. hobby












my childhood hobby was collecting little toys like this :D

13. wish list














world peace deh ya : )


finally thats the end of my homework. and i'll tag it too Janitra Aty Dewanti, Arinda Permatasari, Hanny Intania, and Bimo Bramantyo ;)

my wishes list

my wishes list (for now) are:

1. The Tales of Beedle the Bard - J.K. Rowling




2. Twilight English Version - Stephenie Meyer (yeah i know this is kinda late lol)





3. New Moon English Version - Stephenie Meyer

4. Harry Potter English Version All Series - J.K Rowling






5. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix PC Games







6. Robert Pattinson: Eternally Yours Book








hope i could get them all as soon as possible amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin

sepik fuck

errrrr bored deh. pakde gua sepik ae mau nganterin ke pim hari ini. eh ga jadiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ih kan pengen buru buru baca breaking dawn!