a little too not over you - david archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you

i often hear this song on the radio. but i've just really realized about the meaning
of the song. and its so deeeep hahhaa ;p

fuck!

oh my gosh... what happened in this whole week? two thumbs up for him who could make my mood really upside down :$ i've tried REALLY hard not to care 'bout him.. but i can't.. i've tried to angry with him when he made me down, but only with a lil smile from him, it can make me *melting*.. just like Rihanna and Ne-Yo sing about............

That's how much I love you 
That's how much I need you

And I can’t stand you
Must everything you do 
Make me wanna smile? 
Can I not like it for awhile? 
 
but you won’t let me 
You upset me girl 
then you kiss my lips 
All of a sudden I forget 
that I was upset 
Can’t remember what you did 

But I hate it 

You know exactly what to do 
So that I can’t stay mad at you 
For too long, that’s wrong 

But I hate it 

You know exactly how to touch 
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more 
So I despise that I adore you 

And I hate how much I love you boy 
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go 
And I hate that I love you so.. 

And you completely know the power that you have 
The only one that makes me laugh 

Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I 
Love you beyond the reason why 
And it just ain’t right 

And I hate how much I love you girl 
I can’t stand how much I need you 
And I hate how much I love you girl 
But I just can’t let you go 
But I hate that I love you so 

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me 
And your kiss won’t make me weak 
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me 
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me.. 

That’s how much I love you 
How much I need you 
That’s how much I need you 
That’s how much I love you 
That’s how much I need you 

And I hate that I love you sooo... 
And I hate how much I love you boy 
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy 
But I just can’t let you go 
And I hate that I love you so 

yeah i know how mellow i look alike rite now.. but its fuckin' rite ;(


this evening i had a lunch (or whatsoever it names) with 4 of my fellas.. actually only 3 of them who firstly knew that i like him.. cause i thought that it wasnt fair to share bout him with only 3 of them, so i decided to tell the other one.. and guess what? she told me A LOT of stories bout him that made me "OMG.. what i've been thinking are maybe true.."

they suggested me to forget him slowly.. hell yeah im wanting it too, but it doesnt as easy as the way you say it -_- it need process and time.. MUCH process and time..

(hey boy i know you wont read it.. i just want you to know that i HATE the way you do everything that can make me smile easily.....)

stressed out

long time no post yaaaaa ternyata.. actually lupa password sih sebenernya haha untuk kesekian kali -_-

since last week, it has been a hard day everyday.. im not going to share about it here, even yeah its a blog. cause im just afraid that 'someone' will read it lmao

im being in love with a song nowadays. Addicted by Simple Plan. why? just check this lyrics out..

I heard you're doing ok
But I want you to know
I'm addict-
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that 
I'm addicted to you 
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting 
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

Your Guardian Angel - the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face.
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my, my,
my true love,
my whole heart,
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

why did i post this lyrics? ya ya ya it makes me remember to someone that ever meant so much in my life HAHAHA tai ah lebay, intinya at the moment i wrote this lyrics, i miss him badly :(